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Not With experience (single) posted 17.05.09

NOT WITH EXPERIENCE

I wouldn’t make this hurt you if I didn’t have to
But you only listen to what you wanna hear
‘Cos you
You had the chance
You had the chance to make things right
You had the chance
You had the chance to make things right

We pay for our mistakes
Not with experience
Not with experience

Another weekend goes by and you’re still in the same spot
There’s no conversation
There’s no conversation
You cannot see this clearly from both sides
You cannot see this clearly from both sides

We pay for our mistakes
Not with experience
Not with experience

We pay for our mistakes
Not with experience
Not with experience

You cannot see this clearly from both sides
You cannot see this clearly from both sides
And I’ll pay and I’ll pay and I’ll pay and I’ll pay for mine



I DON’T WANT TO BE ALONE

Where do I go from here
I’ve never been here before
Terrible thoughts keep me awake
And from my sleep
You don’t feel right
You don’t feel right

It comes for me, tearing my heart down
I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want to be alone

I’ve tried my best to save you from
All the pain that I can give
But tears stream down your face
And I’ve got no comfort to give you
You won’t feel right
You won’t feel right

It comes for me, tearing my heart down
I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want to be alone

Doubts fly around in my mind
Now it’s kicking in around me
I’m in control but I have none
I’m in control but I have none
I fall into the position to push you away

It comes for me, tearing my heart down
I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want to be alone
It comes for me, tearing me apart
I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want to be alone

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Drifting Away (single) posted 15.09.08

DRIFTING AWAY

I’ll be the reckless one
Holding on too tightly to the wrong things
The blur will be my savior
Catching me before I fall down the cliff face
Drifting away, drifting away
Leave me, I’m so comfortable here
Drifting Away, drifting away
Are we strong enough to face them

Our hands were intertwined
We held on so tight we got broken bones
Now I’m the contortionist
My face has changed
Yes my face has changed into something else
Drifting away, drifting away
Leave me, I’m so comfortable here
Drifting Away, drifting away
Are we strong enough to face them

Their eyes look at us
They look us
They look at us with a look of such disgust
But what do they have
What do they have
What do they have
What do they have on us
Cos our face is the product of our wealth

Drifting away, drifting away
Leave me, I’m so comfortable here
Drifting Away, drifting away
Are we strong enough to face them
Drifting away, drifting away
Leave me, I’m so comfortable here
Drifting Away, drifting away
Are we strong enough to face them

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Demo songs spring 2008 posted 17.02.08

WHEN WE COME BACK

In this town I am not what I’d hoped to be
I’m just projecting an image
Of what I had never hoped to be:
So calm, whist drowning
We’re tied by the same ties to each other
But we take our own time to recover
There’s still time when we come back
When we come back
To cross the lines
But we’re set back in our own ways

How you can understand a receipt for fools
In what you’re proposing
Is beyond me
It’s beyond me
It’s beyond me
I can’t see in this light for blindness
There’s still time when we come back
When we come back
To cross the lines
But we’re set back in our own ways

We’re tied by the same ties too tight to each other
We’re tied by the same ties too tight to recover

Savor this moment
Savor the taste on your tounge
Save us from our souls
Save us from our souls
From ourselves
There’s still time when we come back
When we come back
To cross the lines
But we’re set back in our own ways

We’re tied by the same ties too tight to each other
We’re tied by the same ties too tight to recover
We’re tied by them
We’re tied by them
We’re tied by them: too tight to change
We’re tied by them
We’re tied by them
We’re tied by them taking us over



FIGHTING ALL THE WRONG FIGHTS

I am in a hallway surrounded by all our fears
I’m looking for an easy way to escape all these tears
Fighting all the wrong fights
I’m fighting all the wrong fights when I’m fighting you
Wake now from your sleep, from these dreams
Wake now from your sleep, from these dreams
Fighting all the wrong fights
I’m fighting all the wrong fights when I’m fighting you

I’m holding back now, holding for you to follow me
Into the darkness
Into the darkness
I’m holding back now, folding where I can’t see
How far we are away from home

You are an avalanche destroying those close to you
And I’m looking for an easy way to escape
Fighting all the wrong fights
I’m fighting all the wrong fights when I’m fighting you

I’m holding back now, holding for you to follow me
Into the darkness
Into the darkness
I’m holding back now, folding where you can’t see
How far gone you really are

[Have no fear it’s power they need slowly fighting through this machine have you ever tasted skin the flesh that keeps your body inside we will find you hiding out take your comfort we have control]
And now you see all this is just agreements between us
Between us
Between people
And now you see all this is just agreements between us
Between us
Between people
Pull back, pull back, pull back from your thoughts
I’ll try this time to reason if I can

Fighting all the wrong fights
Fighting all the wrong fights
Fighting all the wrong fights
Fighting all the wrong fights
Fighting all the wrong fights
Fighting all the wrong fights
Fighting all the wrong fights
I’m fighting all the wrong fights when I’m fighting you

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This Is Your Self-Portrait EP 31-08-2007 posted 2.12.07

PORT OF CALL
Here this is me growing old, tearing at the seams
This is what you do to me
Or its just excuses that I hide behind
This is my last port of call
This will change everything [everything]
If all I have to lose is you
Then all I have to lose is you
This is my last protocol
This will change everything [everything]
If all I have to lose is you
All I have to lose is you

Growing old seems so overrated
When all you have to show is that you’re fading now
You’re stuck in your own fucked up way
Cryptic non-stop you’re locked out
We seem to lose ourselves
Why do we feel the need to lose ourselves
This is my last port of call
This will change everything [everything]
If all I have to lose is you
Then all I have to lose is you
This is my final protocol
This will change everything [everything]
If all I have to lose is you
All I have to lose is you

We’re not here now, we’re not here now
We’re somewhere in between somewhere I can feel
If all I have to lose is you
All I have to lose is you
And I am nothing
Nothing
This is my last port of call
This is my final protocol

LIES LIES LIES
If I were you and you were me
Through this we would not be talking now
We drift apart
If I were you and you were me
The time we share I’d see as wasted days
Distorted dreams
If I were you and you were me
The lies you’d eat would not taste like chocolate
But you fall apart
Its not the first time you’ll feel this
Wo-oah
Drown your beliefs now on me
Little or no eye contact

Deep down inside you know he’s right
You know he’s right
Change comes so fast
Change comes so fast
Deep down inside you’re closing up
You’re closing up
And its all my fault
Its all my fault
Its not the last time you’ll feel this
Wo-oah
Drown your beliefs now on me
Drown your beliefs now on me
Wo-oah
Drown your beliefs now on me
Little or no eye contact

You armour new destruction..
Wo-oah
Drown your beliefs now on me
Little or no eye contact

FOR IT NOW
I awoke today injected with this confusion
Strange that I should still think of you
Always so deserving of your accusations
Always so deserving of your accusations
I see you and I’m for it now, I’m for it now

Now all I have
A paper trail leading me through your days
I had aspired to a greater height
These jaws they penetrate
Just like memories I still have of you
Its not just like how we said we’d end up this way
I see you and I’m for it now I’m for it now
When I see you I’m for it now in for it
Cast iron these memories
We don’t get together and I’m falling down
I’m falling down

So let me go from your grip
Holding me so tightly
You are the convoy to the end of my days
I see you and I’m for it now in for it now
You came to take me away

RAT AMBULANCE
I forget how I got here
Here with you I am choking on the air
This takes its toll on us
On all of us
My God we’re winning now
Are you
Are you losing?
I remain still the same
Two steps back

All this is your self-portrait
This is your diary
I’m scrawling all the pages from recurring dreams
As I awoke I got paper cut
Tearing gashes of meat right from my skin
My God we’re winning now
Are you
Are you losing?
I remain still the same
Two steps back

I got caught up with you
I got lost in you for too long
To this place is where we all strive
For this is what we all try
This is what it takes to take our lives
My God we’re winning now
Are you
Are you losing?
I remain still the same
Two steps back
Are you
Are you losing?
Are you
Are you losing?

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Facing Businessmen EP AUTUMN 2006 posted 19.11.07

AT ARMS LENGTH
I walk straight out right into a hurricane
The road rushes to meet the trees
It comes to this from times we miss
Keep at arms length to take
I’ll lose face here if we talk

While motionless vultures pick at our bodies
Ripping flesh as we sleep
Dream for when we weren’t enemies
It comes to this from times we miss
Keep at arms length to take
I’ll lose face here if we talk

Time won’t let me combat an infection of memory
Falling asleep in your arms
Stay with me one last time before you pass away
Keep at arms length to take our lives
I’ll lose face here if we talk
If we keep the circling vultures at bay
I’ll be fine at least for a short while

OVER THE MOON
Burn the kids alive with you way of life you held so dear
Burn their smiles
Cut their heads off
I get sick I need to find things to do
Breathe in breathe out

Down the wrong side of road
Facing businessmen with rhyming couplets
You’re in a cave
I’m over the moon
We all hide the way we seem to
Breathe in breathe out
I say I’m fine but when I see you I’m sick
I’m so bitter, I hope he breaks your heart
Breathe in breathe out
The last time I got into this mess
I said I’d be fine next time
Breathe in breathe out

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CRUSHED SHOULDER EP SUMMER 2005 posted 2.05.07

HAZE

Crushed shoulder to shoulder to shoulder
Crushed shoulder to shoulder to shoulder to shoulder

Keep the impulses away
Or I’ll have to fight the morning pain
Caught up in the, lost in the moment
Crushed shoulder to shoulder to shoulder to shoulder
Crushed shoulder to shoulder to shoulder to shoulder

I try to get into the cool night air
But you bring me back as a pain
There’s a haze, haze clouding over
Clouding over
Crushed shoulder to shoulder to shoulder to shoulder
Crushed shoulder to shoulder to shoulder to shoulder

I try to understand what keeps coming round
[You’ll know when you know when you’ll know why you know]
You can’t try to understand, its useless
[I wish that I wish that I could tell or say]
Crushed shoulder to shoulder to shoulder to shoulder..

DIVERSION

Find a fire to fight a lump in
A throat that’s been building and it burns a hole
Burns a hole
An empty hall with fire escapes
On wheels filled with people is where I stand
I look up and spin
But it comes and goes
It comes
End of, is it the end of

Each time it comes I can’t seem to see why
But I try to comprehend
Comprehend
Find a fire to fight a 25 hour daydream
Only time
Only time will tell
It comes and goes
It comes
End of, is it the end of

And it comes and goes
It comes
Can you control fire control
Can you control fire control
Can you control fire control
Can you control fire control
Can you control fire control
Can you control fire control
Can you control

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